. having a BOYFRIEND is not my ADDICTIVE. I Do Have One Now . i'm PROBLEMATIQUE,avoid me. im used to be HATED but i dont give a FUCK! . i'm so ARROGANT and i'm also BISEX but i dont talk to BOYS. So once again i remind You : AVOID ME! Stop pretend 2 be SINGLE shitty guy! your girlfriend told me she's HORNY n need u 2 'fuck' her at the back seat ! I Dont Fucking Impressed By Your PEKIDA ,SHUFFLE OR TRAIN. So Please Do Not Show It Off To Me . Its ANNOYING! .
Hello Strangers :
About myda ? well,People used to judge her based on her sexual remark,her harsh words and controversial photos . she used 2 heard many fake story about her ownself espcially about her in&out boxer story.what's YOUR PROBLEM LIL PHATETIC? did i wet your bed anyway? naah.. its kinda childish fairytale story actually! KEEP TALKING BITCHES . i didnt had anything to lose anyway. and go on spread all those fake lame story ,it will make ya'll satisfied rite? and LIKE I CARE! . she'd never take things seriously. she's a girl with her own style,she kissed a girl so high,hating attention and those fake lies .she's having real trash attitude and dont give a FUCK on whats gonna happen. she do what she like .she's not having a great life in real instead of facing the boredom and stressful life evryday .it wasnt easy to be her she'd enough lies and watched too much episodes of drama .if you think you're SO DAMN GORGEOUS then left . she's not rolling with perfectionist . she's way not interested to . and feel free to block her when you're HATING HER FOR NO REASON .she's a optimistic person which didnt kick ass for no reason like yo bitches doing . like i care if you wanna hate me ! and oh ya..if you feel upset when i'm replying your boyfriend,i think you should keep him fucked up in your bedroom's closet .i'm not seeing TAKEN guys anyway.you have no idea how JOYFUL i am as a friend .i'm a real friend indeed . im fun .i'm talkative 2 person i like.and i'm not a BACKSTABBER.
To Myda Sextacy's Haters :

Everyone got their own reason for every teardrops their made. me neither. im just an ordinary girl with unhappy life and got nothing to be proud of . sometimes i wonder,why people keep watching on what i do and keep talking bad about me .i know who am i .i realised, i hurt too many absence of love in my journey .but do ppl know? i'd watch too many episodes of drama .and at last im tired of it. im sick of being a coward .to watch my life been murdered by hatred heart . i know ppl will keep revenge on me for what i did in my past . if i could cry and beg for forgiveness,i will . i know i've been a real bad girl in my past time . but im moving on .cant you see? i tried to changed .and here i go again , hurt myself. do you know how it feels when u got nobody besides you ? everyone keep telling you that you're doing so much wrong and you could'nt even turn back and fixed the problem u've made ? im just a human being though . im not that strong to handle all those hated on my both shoulder myself.if i've done wrong.i beg for your forgiveness.but here i got to say .i hate to lose my friends . one by one and at last .im despair . despair to be too good to some and despair to be too bad to some .
To Myda Sextacy's Friends ineed & indeed :
Friends,its not my intention to avoid all of you .im just awaying .im not dissapearing .im in a high depression and i cant even breathe to look my pride have been played by some. to bestfriend who really know me,text me through the phone if i'm no longer here online and i'll be there for you whenever you missed me. im just hurting a lot in here .there's so many people who put the blame on me . *sigh . i dont know how long i could stand this hatred . to real friends of mine .thanks for being there for me .in my thick or thin .in my laugh or tears . i'll never ever forget about our joy,our laughter and all our happy moments .all of em means a lot to me and it is impossible for me to forget it. even if im no longer active here,it doesnt mean im forgetting. i'll be back when my heart is ready to pull all those lies and i dont need to be stressful anymore .sorry sorry sorry friend .im not leaving . im just despair :( .love you guys till death

Zatie , Farzana , Izzati , all my hockey team . -You Know How Much I love You . I Dont need much friends,but i got the quality one like them .i love you all till death ! And I'm So Proud To Call You My Friends .Never Ever Forget Our Laughter :)

Love You Guys :mala.kecikayu.wawa.ryn.shafiq.mustapha.ahok.saiful.twin.piqa.eqin.angahjufrie.dani VD.nonoy lynn angry pwincess vd.mie vd.lil amy.kiwi.fie2.babyVD.azree.sapit.telo.kamal. .sanggam.plagues of evil vd.ayin.nisa.faiz.lya.vd's. lola.diean.mondeq.

Dear Yoon Ji-Hoo :), He's cool babe ! seriously he's the best best guy i found in this myspace since 3 years ago! He's now My Friends,He's my Shugadaddy. He's My Enemy . He's My Mom . He's My Dad . He's My Brother, He's My Sister .He's My Shugar. He's My Neighbour . He's My Cousin . He's A Jerk . He's The Shine . He's A Gross. He's The Star . He's Everything That I Could Ever Dream 4. He can be More . He Can Be Less . He Can Be Wrong, He Can Be Right . He Can Tell Honest, He Can Told Lie . He Can Makes Me Laugh, He Can Make Me Cry . He Can Keep Me Cold,He Can Make Me Warm . He Can Make Me High, He Can Make Me Sigh . He Can Comfort Me ,He Can Make Me Down .He Can Do Almost Everything That Non Of The Other Guys Can Do . And We Will Never Ever Ever Ever Be Apart . He's My One . My Fighter 'ASH'.
Dear My Own Ji-Hu,You Makes Me Feel Like A Song Called : "UNINTENDED"
You could be my unintendedChoice to live my life extendedYou could be the one I'll always loveYou could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitionsYou could be the one I'll always loveI'll be there as soon as I canBut I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had beforeFirst there was the one who challengedAll my dreams and all my balanceHe could never be as good as you

DEAR THIRD CLASS BASTARDS SEKALIAN:
Kehadapan pada orang-orang yang hebat lagi gengster . difahamkan disini bahawa BLOGGER ni tempat cari kawan ,bukan publisiti murahan ye kawan2 . kalau rasa nak tunjuk pailang . nak rasa gengster dan terhebat alaf ini,baik kalian masuk akademi pailang negara ada baik. datang la kau orang punya pailang,sound2 orang .maki2 orang .make sense ke ? apa kau orang dapat erk agak2 ? xde orang pun respect kau lu lah !cuma dapat pandangan serong lagi ader la.aku tau la lu orang akak2 n abang2 kawasan lu orang . mulut masing2 citer xnak kalah .sume orang keliling lu xbetol . kau orang je betul kan? sume orang len..sume salah . awek2 kene tuduh bohsia,murahan .yang lelaki kena tuduh kaki bohsia . yang baik kena fitnah yang jahat di agung2 kan .tu la makanan kau orang kan ? haha..x ke kau orang rasa kau orang tu budak2 ? tolong la jangan mintak simpati crowd dengan jaja cite buruk sal orang lain . benda 2 make no sense lah pleasee..geli ader la..kalau kau gentle..okay ..cara matang .datang depan2 ..open table.cite ape kau orang tak puas hati.bukan cara ni lah lau nak rasa hebat .xmeriah langsung bhai.haha

The stranger sang a theme,From someone else's dream.The leaves began to fall,And no one spoke at all,But I can't seem to recall.When you came along,Ingenue.I just don't know what to do.The tree-lined avenue,Begins to fade from view,Drowning past regrets,In tea and cigarettes.But I can't seem to forget,When you came along,Ingenue! "What does it take for this circus of insanity to have a break? They lose a victim and go haunt for someone else. I try to escape the humiliating scene they always put me in. Unfortunately, in order to be accepted by society you need to act crazy like them, not like yourself. Well ever since I was born I've been displayed to the public. Underneath this smile lies another fake happy face. I can't find my true self. I'm tired of trying to act normal, so I've decided to gather my honor, and be a part of this show simply for the sake of it." - Neinim not gonna mad .im not gonna revenge .im just gonna smile and hoping for the best . i believe in karma and i dont do things without reason . dont simply judge me based on you ignorance .i'm leaving . and i know this will make you satisfied .im not gonna give up.this is not the end of me .i'll be back soon .with new me .and for sure,i'll be much2 matured and no longer fighting here and there like fat kids and pink skirts .you're gonna despair. to look new strongly soul of mine . thanks anyway .

Because Life's Too Short & Yet Too Far .So i Decided to Stop And Stare At My Future In An Imagination Of A Pen And Paper . I Do Regret At All My Past Times . Where I Hate To Be My Mother's Daughter And How I Wish I'm Not One Of Them.The Moment My Mom Told Me She Wish I'm Not Her Daughter And The Situation Where I Only Know My Sister In Home . I Wish I Could Turn Back Time And Put All The Blame On My Shoulder . I'll Be Her Best Daughter So She Dont Have To Hate Me Untill Now :(

How Many Times I'd Change My Profile ? I Cant Surely Remember. But Each Time,In Every Single Way,Everytime And In Any Sitaution, I'll Always Had You Here . Not Only On My Profil But Also Deep Here,In My Heart . I Remember The First Time U Added Me As Your Friend . And That Moment,Both Of Us Adore Each Other So Much . But We Didnt Know How 2 Start . We've Been Through Lots Of Thick & Thin Togather .Being Real Bad & Nasty When We're Young . And Lern How 2 Be Matured By Days .You're Always Be There Stands 4 My Right In Anytime Of My Life . And You Know I'll Be There 4 You Forever . I Dont Know How 2 Express My Love Towards You . But I Know,I Cant Find Another Girl More Interesting Than You . I Love You ! I Love You NUR SYAFIQAH ABU BAKAR!!

BUAT KAMU:
Jangan pernah katakan bahawa cintamu hanyalah untukku,kerana kini kau telah memberinya .Maafkan jika memang kini harusku Tinggalkan dirimu Kerana hatiku selalu kau lukai . tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan tanpamu . Ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang kurasa. Kumenangis .. membayangkan betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku.kau duakan cinta ini.kau pergi bersamanya . ku menangis melepaskan kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku .harus selalu kau tau.aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti.