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02:24
Monday, 30 August 2010
Kaulah bidadari dalam hidupku
Yang selalu hadir di dalam mimpiku
Bunga yang selalu harumi hariku
Anugerah Tuhan yang sempurnakan ku
Bila kau jauh
Aku selalu rindu
Bila kau ada
Hatikan berbunga
Chorus
Ku akan selalu menjadi bintangmu
Menerangi gelap dan mimpimu
Aku setia di sini mengusap tangismu
Menemani sunyi di hatimu
Bila kau jauh
Aku selalu rindu
Bila kau ada
Hatikan berbunga
Ulang Chorus 2X
22:21
Sunday, 29 August 2010
new blog layout ! comel ta . ?
sumpahh lawakk , 1st aku bce nehh kt hostel . teah pnyee paper .
mcm sial jep english jepp . haha . aku laa crocodile land !
KISAH BENAR PENGAKUAN BEKAS PADERI KRISTIAN. TOLONG SEBARKAN JIKA ANDA PRIHATIN PADA AGAMA ISLAM KITA!!!!!
Nama saya Salleh Bin Omar, nama Kristian Joseph.
Saya dilahirkan di Kedah pada 5/5/1940, bapa saya seorang India Muslim dan mak saya orang Banting, Selangor. Bapa saya telah pulang ke India dan emak saya berada di Kedah,Pondok Kg Pisang. Pada 1970 saya telah pergi ke Johor Bahru untuk mencari kerja bersama-sama kawan-kawantetapi gagal. Saya terpaksa tidur di stesen keretapi. Saya telah bertemu dengan seorang paderi bernama Father Chong. Kami diberi layanan istimewa,tempat tinggal, makan dan minum dan tinggal selama 2 tahun. Kami diajar sembahyang dalam bahasa Inggeris. Pada satu hari iaitu dalam tahun 1974, saya telah bertemu dengan seorang paderi besar di Malaysia, dari KualaLumpur bernama Kamaruddin Hj Ahmad. Beliau telah membawa saya tinggal diseksyen 14, Jalan Gasing, Petaling Jaya. Kami belajar selok belok agama Kristian di Gereja Jalan Gasing dan dibina khas! untuk orang Melayu beragama Islam (ada hingga sekarang).Setelah satu tahun saya tinggal disana, saya telah dihantar ke Indonesia selama 6 bulan, belajar cara-cara untuk sembahyang orang mati, talkinkan orang dan macam-macam lagi dalamBahasa Malaysia .
Saya belajar sekali dengan Ibu Tien Suharto yang menjadi pemimpin agong Wanita Kristian seluruh Asia dan Bendahari Agong wanita Kristian seluruh Indonesia . Saya pulang ke Malaysia, kemudian dilantik sebagai pendakwah dari Perlis hingga ke Johor Bahru. Oleh kerana saya aktif di gereja, saya dihantar pula ke Filipina selama 1 bulan, belajar selok belok Kristian dalam bahasa Inggeris dan Bahasa Malaysia kerana terdapat orang Malaysia ,Singapura dan orang Filipina.
Kemudian saya balik ke Malaysia sebagai pendakwah dibayar RM60.00 sehari, kenderaan percuma, seramai 6 orang. Selepas itu dihantar ke Singapura selama 1 bulan di Port Carzy bersama En Aziz orang Telok Intan. Beliau adalah Setiausha Agong Persatuan Melayu Kristian Singapura. Beliau juga adalah bekas Tentera Udara Di Raja dan berhenti memegang jawatan setiausha agong Kristian Singapore . Apabila dilantik ke gereja saya masih lagi ketua dakwah bersama 6 orang kawan.
Saya dihantar ke Baptish Church di Ipoh, dibekalkan duit RM1,400.00, bersama 2 orang kawan dan sebuah kereta untuk mengkristiankan pelajar-pelajar dan pemuda-pemuda Negeri Perak.... Pada bulan Januari saya berasa tak tenteram dan telah bertemu dengan Tuan Ibrahim, Kadi daerah Ipoh dan membawa saya bertemu MuftiNegeri Perak dan En Azlan, Pengarah Jabatan Agama dan saya terus bertaubat.
Jumlah Kristian seramai 3,000 orang telah dikristiankan, terutama penduduk Negeri Perak dan Johor Bahru, Manjoi dan Rapat Setia (Perak). Cara hendak mengenali mereka Lelaki - Berseluar hitam, berbaju putih, bertali leher hitam, bawa beg James Bond (elaun satu hari RM60.00 ). Perempuan - Berbaju putih skirt hitam dan reben hitam. Di Kuala Lumpur - Daya Bumi, Kota Raya dan Sg Wang Plaza.
Cara-cara berdakwah: Mereka akan menemubual, tanya asal terutama pencari kerja. Pendakwah akan belanja makan apa saja, mempelawa tempat tinggal(asrama 120 katil, makan disediakan) didakwah dengan kaset, cara perlahan-lahan diajak sembahyang dengan diberi satu cross selepas dibawa sembahyang akan diberi sejenis air hitam (holy water). Setelah diberi minum 1 minggu lidah menjadi hitam, tidak boleh mengucap dan mendengar azan macam menutup telinga hal dakwah Islam tidak mahu. Air itu khusus untuk orang Islam sahaja. Kewangan gereja RM12.6 juta, sumber dari Sabah, Sarawak ,Filipina dan Singapura.
Motorola adalah penyokong dakwah Kristian ini (terletak di Petaling jaya, Pulau Pinang dan Senawang). Senawang terlibat seramai 200 orang, ketua di Senawang, Haji Hanapi Saat dan Hj Ismail orang Sungai Petani Kedah. Haji Hanapi bekas guru - akibat desakan hidup terpengaruh dengan Kristian. Sekolah yang paling teruk dilanda Kristian ialah Victoria Institution. Pengetuanya En Ismail Rahim. 20 orang telah Kristian-susah untuk diberi nasihat kerana kebanyakannya anak menteri dan datuk-datuk.
Di Ipoh Sekolah Tengku Abd Rahman (STAR)- 2 orang Sekolah teknik seorang pelajar perempuan (bersalib) telah bertaubat, bila saya tanya, katanya untukmain-main saja, akhirnya dia bertaubat. Banting Kamariah bt Sidek - lepasan sekolah ditarik oleh seorang guru Cina (pendakwah Cina dibayar RM165.00 sehari) En Salleh Omar yang menawarkan cek sebanyak RM10 juta kepada Yusof Noor untuk mengadakan persidangan Kristian sedunia (sebagaimana tersebar di akhbar)1982.
Salasiah bt Sidek- Sekolah Tengku Khursiah, Seremban balik ke Nibong Tebal, accident motor, didalam tudungnya ada salib. Punca terjebak dalam Kristian:
1. Desakan hidup 2.. Kurang agama
Beliau telah dapat menarik semula 300-400 orang kepada Kristian.Beliau sekarang bekerja dengan Badan Kebajikan Islam Perak. Beliau mendedahkan juga matlamat 1990 untuk menawan satu Malaysia/Brunei kepada Kristian. Padri Besar di Malaysia ialah Kamaruddin Hj Ahmad. Pairin Ketingan adalah penaungnya dan saya sebagai timbalan padri itu. Beliau telah dihantar ke Melaka (masjid paling banyak). Beliau pergi setiap masjid bertanya imam dan bilal untuk membuat kajian mengapa umat Islam malas ke masjid. Selepas mesyuarat 3 hari saya hantar 6 orang pendakwah, tidak sampai sebulan 400 orang telah masuk Kristian di Melaka.
Target Kristian: Pemuda yang tidak faham agama, ada yang tidak tahu Fatihah dan dengan rock-pameran di kapal-kapal. Cara untuk masuk Kristian, mereka perlu gambar 2 keping dan duit setem $7.00 pergi ke mahkamah di Selangor, Kedah, Kuala Lumpur angkat sumpah. Nama dalam kad pengenalan tidak ditukar (sukar nak dikesan)
Beliau beri penerangan kepada 1. Polis Bukit Aman, 2. Pusat Islam (untukmenyedarkan umat Islam)
Bila dibaca kitab tidak akan terpengaruh dengan Kristian ini. Seorang bekas padri Abd Rahman Yaakob (Pengarah Anti Dadah,Batu Gajah) pernah menjadi padri selama 23 tahun. En Abd Rahman adalah berdakwah didalam bahasa Inggeris. Beliau sebagai padri dikenakan 4 syarat
1. Tidak boleh hisap rokok 2. Tidak boleh minum arak 3. Tidak boleh makan benda-benda berdarah 4. Tidak boleh kahwin.
Holy water dibawa dari Indonesia (Ketua padriIndonesia) bapak Bruto yang menyediakan air ini.. Percetakan buku-buku Kristian di Cheras telah disiasat dan mereka ada lesen. Ketua padri Kamaruddin Hj Ahmad. Dalam pada berdakwah Kristian sebanyak 3 negeri tak boleh dimasuk Kristian iaitu,Kelantan, Kedah dan Terengganu, mereka pernah dipukul hingga patah tangan.
*PENGUMUMAN - HARAP DISAMPAIKAN! KPD ORANG ISLAM KITA 'Sebarkanlah walausatu ayat pun'
(Sabda Rasulullah SAW) 'Nescaya Allah memperbaiki bagimu amalan-amalanmu dan mengampuni bagimu** dosa-dosamu. Dan barangsiapa mentaati Allah dan Rasul-Nya, maka sesungguhnya ia telahmendapat kemenangan yang besar.'
(Surah Al-Ahzab:71) demi kebaikan kita bersama untuksuami,isteri,anak-anak,kaum keluarga,saudara- mara, sahabat-handai dan generasi akan datang yang kita sayangi. 'Agungkanlah dan laungkanlah 'Allah hu Akbar'......maha suci Allah.
05:36
Thursday, 26 August 2010
lembu yg sgtt comel . ilove youuuu ,
slame 4 hry skolaaa , sye rse sye lembu laaa ,
cuz sye asekk tyto jep dlm class , haihhh .
sye mau cintaa sye mekar begini okayyyyy !
Missing You :
i've been living my alone trying to get you out of my life but after all this time i can't help myself but miss you
you're once a dream that came true an illusion that turned to reality but suddenly, things turned differently the way they used to be untill such time i have no choice but to let you go
you're the reason for my sleepless nights coz you keep stayin' on my mind i can't help myself from crying coz i'm missing you so much........
all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart all the memories are still preserve in my mind i miss you so much coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still inlove with you
my life will never be the same again now that you're gone i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again....
I thought this was a letter I would never have to write, I hoped my tongue was something I could bite. I've realized its just something I cannot do, Here are my feelings, just a few. First, I'm still so In Love with you, after all this time, You told me the same, then left me, what a crime. Time has passed, everyday you're on my mind, Your love is with someone else now, what a bind. I'm so jealous, he's the luckiest guy I know, I can't do this friendship thing anymore, so off I go. The pain of losing you is still fresh in my brain, even after almost 2 years, everyday my heart feels the pain. Will we ever be together again, i say as I sob and mope as each day passes, I lose a little more hope. I'll always LOVE you Amanda hold these words true Don't hate me for this, this is what pain is making me do. My heart is broken in so many a part, Do I still have a place in your heart?....broken heart poems By Buddy B.
Why My Heart :
You where my all the one I adored, The one who I trusted the most in the world. I gave you the pureist of me You asked me to trust you. See my love was real i guess yours was fake because i would have never lied to you or pushed you away. You have no idea how much I have cried asking the Lord why my heart, why did you brake me in half this pain that consumes me and won't let me think . My heart had never felt such pain yet the one who asked me to trust caused this enourmous hurt and disappointment and yes shame. Don't worry about saying sorry or you wish me the best what goes around comes around and that is what i have to say about that. Adios Mi Amor My Bay this Love is the One you let slip away. Don't think that I will cry forever I love myself too much But yes know this you hurt me soooo Dam much. One day the only one you gave away will be the one your wishing for. Why my heart????....Karen S.P.
You knock on the door & seems so sincere. Slowly convinving me to open the door. Eventually I allowed you into take a sit. You did not stay long, disappearing as sudden as u've appear. Anger emerge from this sudden emptiness. You got me adapted to your companionship only to pick up & leave. I opened the door, allowing myself to be vulnerable, believing that you'll protect me & shelter me from reality, but instead, the one that I entrusted my heart & soul was the one that hurt me most.
I used to think everything would be okay, if we gave it time all the problems would just go away we tried to sit and talk it out I realized I love you with out a doubt you say you love me and I know you do its so hard to prove my love to you I try to deal with your personal stuff but dealing with you is pretty tough I cant do this anymore waiting for you to call has became a chore you say you'll call and you never do I sit at home waiting for you you say I;ll be there soon Im on my way I don't hear from you again till the next day everything you do comes before me your loosing me again I hope you see I miss you more than I could ever say you;ll realize what went wrong one day when all the drugs are gone and your sitting in your room all alone when the phone doesn't ring and Im nowhere to be seen please help me make this work swallow your pride and stop being a jerk!!
broken heart poems by Kerry.
My Ode To Crush
I love someone, It's so true, Is it the same for you? I think of him all day long, Even though I know it's wrong, For he is with another, How jealus I am of that other, She's my best friend, and I don't want our friendship to end I don't want it to end over a boy, Even though she can annoy, I try to think he's not worth it, but if I can't have him I'll have a fit, Sometimes I want to cry, Cause he can tell a good lie, Making me want to blush and die, But he can also lift me off my feet, Just to knock me down with a simple sound, A sound of a word, Such a heartbreaking word, Yes, Yes I wil date you, Yes I will love you, Yes I will be yours, But at the same time it's a no, No he won't date me, no he won't love me, No he won't be mine, But the worst part is he has said those yes words to me, but they have never be.
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One's trust is developed, throughout time. When trust i smisplaced or lost your whole life shatters. You create a barrier, for your upcoming frienships Youy create distance Not by foosteps, but by meter. Each centimeter apart, shows a step away YOur emotions have been played around with Treated and played for a fool. YOur left speechless and alone. Quiet as to what is going on around you. You've embraced misery, shame, guilt. Back stabbing from the front end can serioulsy wound your soul....broken heart poems by Trista Luxton.
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How Love Hurts
You told me that you loved me, you told me that you always will. Then one night as I sit home waiting for you to call I heard that you didn't want me and that you went out with your old girlfriend. As I heard this the tears just wouldn't stop falling. Then you called me and I asked you about and you started to yell at me. As you yelled I could feel my heart break into.
To me it was so perfect, to me it was going fine, i never thought i'd lose you i thought you'd always be mine.How come i never noticed, how come i couldn't see, that you were changing your mind, the way you felt about me.We could of worked it out, wecould of talked it through, but you left it so long, there was only one thing you could do. You tried to tell me nicely, you asked me if i'd cry, but my heart just tore apart, as i let out a sigh. We hugged for the last time, and i didn't wanna let go, but i finally pulled away as i told myself no! i held i n my tears i began to walk away, when people asked what happened, i had nothing else to say, except "ï wanna be alone, and i don't wanna talk," so i went around the corner, and went for a little walk. i decided to sit down, as i felt my eyes go red, i gazed at the floor, in my hands i held my head. The tears poured down my face, as i asked myself why,why did it happen, why did he lie. I didn't wanna believe it, yet i knew it was so true, that we were definatly over, that you and i wre through, I still can't believe, you expected me to guess, when i had no idea, i was totally clueless!....Poem by Renee Fletcher.
Tell him that I hate him Tell him that I love someone new Tell him that I don't need him anymore Tell him that he is nothing for me But please.... Don't tell him that I cried when I said all that.
kebodohannn okayyy . bosann na maty lepas mndyy nan ponteee .
the photographyr ( bjed na search blue kt fune aku )
smt shah alam / 5 kfl 1 / 2010
kebosanan tahap tahap babi cipann sume ahhhh . mcm apoe lgyyy weehh .
act lme da na update nehhh , tp berukband asek slow jep . mcm siakkk lgyyy . smlm . gadoh nan adett aku . abehh aku undertackerr die , radio pecahhh . mcm2 ahhhh . agak ganas okayyyy . pgy mampus kaw . kaw ingt aku suke kaw kep der . !
tatau laaa na ngat=rot ape . haishhhh ,
u . i miss you okayyy . i need u all my timee .
sye na awk blik bolayyy . ? even awk ade org laenn .
awkk . gud luck eyttt .
bile kte na together mcm dulu . ? sye ♥♥ awkk laaa .
bju raye sye taunn neh kaler hitamm nan pinkk okayyy , ! ta saba na rye .
mak , nak yg ropol2 okayyy !
hahaha . .
much of love ; mydaa ♥♥♥♥
06:08
Friday, 6 August 2010
wahhh . dis is not my besttt week , i hate it .
i keep onlininggg . so it makes me see more about you .
its makes me hurt more that i hurt u .
maybe dis is the reason why did i kept onliningg .
spyingg u maybee ,
i wanna know more bout you . what do you do ,
what do you feel maybe ,
haishhh , come on lahh mydaa ,
she's not yours okayyy ,
so kept saying that she's fucke's , bastard and whatever .
its will makes u hate her forever maybe .
she's own by other girl okayyy .
not youu stupitt mydaaa ,
get lost and searchh ur new ♥♥ okayyyy .
its much bettre than her okayyy syggg !
much of ♥♥♥ ; mydaa
03:17
Wednesday, 4 August 2010
ingat aku kesaa nan surattt . ? ta pena kesaa lah cekguuu !
00:28
si budakk gedittttt
heyyy , im bckk okayyy , bosann haishhh , bck to my dayyy , tekak masih perit okayyy ,
act i need a much of rest . tp na buad cm nehhh . sye perlu meneruskn usaha sebagai pelajar sekolahh menengah teknik shah alam yang bykk songehh okayy , bia lahh org na kte ape . sye ta kesaa okayyy . todayyy . bgnn pgyy , mcm biase lahhh . ayaa kejut . ayaa ckpp ' ptg nehh da bolay blik hostel kodd ' aku diamm lahhh , ayaa tnye lgyy ' kaka blik eytt petngg nehhh . aku diam jugakk , then aku bgn pgy toilet . ayaa smpt rse bdn aku , yelaa pns sejuk . pns sejokkk , then ayaa ckp ' bolay blik la ptgg nehhh , nty kalo demam ayaa amek lgy okayyy ' aku punn ' yelaaa ' anddd ' ayaaa , jppp . na duettt ' 'na buadd ape ' 'lapa lahhh ' ' tinginn na mkn mcd . lalu ayah menghulurknn RM20 . okayyy , da ampuu ayahhhh . haha , mkn thenn onlineee , haishhh , bju skola ta ironn lgyy wehhh . humpppp . renduu fyqaa lahhh , renduu nana , haishhh . jp g aku blik okayyyyyyyy ! dis week aku na blik gak , konon ade seminar lahhh , HAHA . mls aku dok hostel . kne bsoh bju , heee , yeahhh , aku pemalas okayyyy , laen lah kalo bapak korg na sponsor washing mechine untok aku , heee ,
wahhh , seriously best gylaa mse bfdayy partyy aku , budd aku celeb dekadd kedahh jep , disebabkn aku na lari dary suprise party kad sni , HAHA . sury guyss , aku takod ape yg korgg na buad kt aku , aku debga desas desus yg korgg na buad mcm2 , nth lahhh , aku takodd , myb next time na buad pape jgn bgytaw aku okayyy . aku neh sngg catch up ape org na buadd kt akuu , hee ,
kire sweet seventeen aku ta lahh tewokk mcm last2 year okayyy , aku happy wokk ! HAHA .
first person myb a'cot , HAHA . bapak awk die wishh , 12.00 am okayyy , aku ingat spe lahhh , tapi tape lahh , ingat gak die bfdayy aku , kire aku sygg die lahhh , hee , mmg aku syg die lahh weh , die kn classmate aku , da mcm abgg aku da wehhh , thenn call intan shahiraa kejap . die nyanyi ntok aku , heee , happy sgtt okayyy , mse to tatau na ckp ape daa . die buadd aku gelakk , die buad aku ingatt kenangan ktewnkk yg da lme aku lupe knn . act aku sygg die , tp bia lahhh , die kte die na change , surry if i ade buad u marah or u terase nan i okayyy ,
i syggg u gylaa babi okayyy , bia lahh kte tade pape . bud i sgtt jelouse bilaa u citee psl orgg laennn , u ingt ta i penaa merajokk sebab N .? haha , awk sgt kelamm kabot mehhh . hee ,
tape laaa . to pengajara untok i maybe , HAHA , jelouse ta bertempatt !
secondly , suprise party from roslan familyy maybe . HAHA , konon lahh na bwk aku jln2 , then tgh2 jln moto maty lakk , fuck gylee , tibe2 kodd , sury lahh aku dala cuak nan gelap . sury terjeridd kt telinga kaw kaklonggg ! haha , spe suoh kaw takodkn aku , aku takod gelapp , takan tatau , then ade lahh sorg mamat neh dtggg , konon na anta kt restoran to lahhh , abehh aku mcm mne wehhh . kaw ta kesiankn aku kep kak longgg , sungguh punn aku comel , kaw jgn lah tgl aku , then kak longg pergi tglkn aku , haishhh , rse na lari jep ekodd kak longgg , makkk ,
gelap nyehhh , bolayy ta spe2 amek akuuu ! aku seramm wehhh . rse mcm ade orgg usha jep nehhhh ,
on the same time aku dengaa orgg pgl nme akuuu , haishhh , spe to mlm2 nehhhh .
chill okayy mydaaa , awk diminati ramaiii , HAHA
neh na cerita psl M.A.K .I , act nme die muhammad amirul khairul ikhwann . babi panjangg knnn , kaw na sgt aku cite psl kaw knnn , amek nehhh , kaw mmg kelaka lahhh , arito tymm kt bengkel , pak aji nehh tghh khusyuk lahh buattt projek die , using gas welding lahhh , konon pro lahhh , tgh aku ckp nan najib , cite psl windows 7 lahh , cs4 lahh , cs3 lahhh , tibe2 pak aji nehhh kelamm kabott , talehh na rilex lngsnggg , lupe na tutup salurannn , dala paip to bocor , tibe2 ade ai kuar dari sambungan to , die campak mende to . aku punn cuakk lahhh , spe ta cuakk , da api kuarr , afta najib da tutup cabin to , aku punn gelakk smpy na mampus lahhh , sumpahh klaka lahh wehhh , pak aji , tolong lahh relax okayyyy ! !
neh tymm bfdayy aku lahh bhai , dwnk lari dryy aku , bwk moto laju2 , almaklum lahhh , aku tatau jlm kmpgg okayyy , asal lah korg tgl aku wehhh , so aku mcm sedihh lahhh , tp usaha tangga kejaan knn , HAHA , sedih aku kne tgll , at last , aku putus ase , aku merajokk , aku bwk moto laju2 , tande geramm okayyy , korgg jahattt , pas nehh tanak kua nan korgg daaaa , haishhh , korgg jhtttt ! !
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